Saturday, June 21, 2003
I have lost all pretence of creativitity--I'm not even sure I used the term pretence correctly. I feel like that Indian woman in the picture below with this new job. I'm always dirty and sweaty with crazy hair and 20 tan lines! I have freckles and zits and muscles sticking out where I didn't think muscles existed. OH YA BABY! Flying through the trees on ropes and hiking till you're wheezing like a dying crow. WOOHOO! I smell like a man, and act like an animal and don't you know I LOVE IT!! man I'm glad no one has this site addy. (: Seriously--this job has awoken different intsincts in me--a part of my personality that has been dormant! Actually, it came out durring the all-nighters and extreme newspaper nights. But this is different. This is kayaking against raging currents in the hot sun and jumping off jagged rocks into black watters--this is Karaoke with junior highers!!! Dude!! I need a new name--armapittysmell--na--lets see--something Native-American. Awakaho--well--I'll brainstorm later. Dang--right now I feel like I could take that trip I always fantasize about. The one where I get all my money, sell my stuff, and drive to New York. I'd work for people along the way--the whole trip would be about discovering humanity. After living in New York, I'd fly to Itally, then walk to Spain--then germany--then the middle east--all the way to korea and then swim to Hawaii or something--haven't got it all worked out. Ussually I only get to the New York to Spain part in my mind. London too--gotta stop in London and work at a tiny bookstore while writing my memoirs. Ok--whatever. back to reality (: Hey--I miss vieve--I gotta write that precious princess of God! Ok--love everyone else--I hope no one reads this (: don't feel bad if you do.
Mary
posted by Mary 12:37 AM
