Tuesday, January 25, 2011
I've come to really appreciate you in just a few short months. I hate the idea of being unable to let you go later on, when I let it go too far. I think I can right now, but I don't want to. It's safer to do it now. Can you be friends with someone you're starting to ...? Can you have feelings for someone who is just a friend?
I hate how insensetive people are about this. Every time I say I'm letting it go, they tell me how many reasons there are to let it go... I'm painfully aware of the reasons, bastard friends. You don't have to echo the voices in my head.
I'm not looking for a boyfriend. I wasn't really looking for you.
I think I can relax, and it would be nothing. We would be friends, and good ones. Because you "get" me. And that's rare. Seriously, it's rare. I'm not going to let that go for a few passing emotions and some hormonal confussion.
But just know that, for now, I won't be able to date another guy for a while.
posted by Mary 10:37 AM
